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" You figured you could toy with me until someone better came along, and I wouldn't mind because I was lucky that someone like you wanted me. Well, you know what really sucks about falling for a guy you know you're not right for? You fall anyway because you think he might turn out to be different. "

I did this. And, I fell. Cause' you didn't catch me. I thought that you'd be the one. The one who would be there, when I needed you. When I fell. But, unfortunately, I was wrong. I was so stupid to believe that a guy like you would want me. I never thought that I'd be this stupid in my life. You " loved " me. Until she came along. You two are the same. Well, maybe that's why you two are together. I don't know about now, but those memories always hit my mind. You were the best. The best one, ever. The best one I've ever had. My mind was relaxed. Cause' I knew that nothing could happen to us or me. Cause' you would always be there for me when I needed you. That only lasted for a few months. Until jealousy struck from someone.

Gugugirl,

You were one of my best friends. The one who would always give me a hug in the morning, whenever I saw you. The one who would shout out my name from across the hallway and would say " I LOVE YOU ! " and would not care about what others think of you. Cause' we were friends. The best (: And everyone knew that. Even the teachers. We had been together since primary four. That was when our friendship started. But, unfortunately, it didn't last that long. You could have told me that you also had feelings for him. You didn't have to steal him away from me. Making me feel sad and all. Thinking how could my best friend do this to me. Doesn't she knows that Im human and that I got feelings too. You forgot about me, that was what I thought. You left me out. Not caring about my feelings. My feelings about him. And then, my feelings about you. You grew jealous about me and him. Being together. Happily. But when I read your blog, I thought that you had someone else. I was wrong. You were just playing. When we broke up, I got over it. I became happy cause' I realised that I don't need him and that I'd rather see my best friend being happy. My awesomeest most always going to be there for me until I die friends, cheered me on. Knowing that I could live. (: And, I could. Later on, I found out that he was playing with you two. And I said to myself " YOU MOTHER FUCKIGN IRRITATING DICK. " He did it to me once, and then to you. Showed his true colours. I was sad. And speechless.

I dont know what else to say. Most of the memories that we went thru are now gone.
Hope that the both of you are doing fine.

Hello there. I'm Masitho. I cannot live without music. I like things from Paramore to Super Junior to sleeping. I like Ben & Jerry's Ice Cream, sports and Coke. I have very awesome friends. Tumblr. Twitter. Formspring.

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∞	back to top?

" You figured you could toy with me until someone better came along, and I wouldn't mind because I was lucky that someone like you wanted me. Well, you know what really sucks about falling for a guy you know you're not right for? You fall anyway because you think he might turn out to be different. "

I did this. And, I fell. Cause' you didn't catch me. I thought that you'd be the one. The one who would be there, when I needed you. When I fell. But, unfortunately, I was wrong. I was so stupid to believe that a guy like you would want me. I never thought that I'd be this stupid in my life. You " loved " me. Until she came along. You two are the same. Well, maybe that's why you two are together. I don't know about now, but those memories always hit my mind. You were the best. The best one, ever. The best one I've ever had. My mind was relaxed. Cause' I knew that nothing could happen to us or me. Cause' you would always be there for me when I needed you. That only lasted for a few months. Until jealousy struck from someone.

Gugugirl,

You were one of my best friends. The one who would always give me a hug in the morning, whenever I saw you. The one who would shout out my name from across the hallway and would say " I LOVE YOU ! " and would not care about what others think of you. Cause' we were friends. The best (: And everyone knew that. Even the teachers. We had been together since primary four. That was when our friendship started. But, unfortunately, it didn't last that long. You could have told me that you also had feelings for him. You didn't have to steal him away from me. Making me feel sad and all. Thinking how could my best friend do this to me. Doesn't she knows that Im human and that I got feelings too. You forgot about me, that was what I thought. You left me out. Not caring about my feelings. My feelings about him. And then, my feelings about you. You grew jealous about me and him. Being together. Happily. But when I read your blog, I thought that you had someone else. I was wrong. You were just playing. When we broke up, I got over it. I became happy cause' I realised that I don't need him and that I'd rather see my best friend being happy. My awesomeest most always going to be there for me until I die friends, cheered me on. Knowing that I could live. (: And, I could. Later on, I found out that he was playing with you two. And I said to myself " YOU MOTHER FUCKIGN IRRITATING DICK. " He did it to me once, and then to you. Showed his true colours. I was sad. And speechless.

I dont know what else to say. Most of the memories that we went thru are now gone.
Hope that the both of you are doing fine.