I'm Masitho and this is my blog.
Posted on Sunday, February 21, 2010 at 12:56:00 AM
I took it because it's true. I don't want to see you anymore. Even if it wasn't planned, I wouldn't want to.
Because whenever I see you, YOU drive me closer. You have that power to want me to be with you.
I don't want that. I don't want you. I don't want us to be texting each other anymore.
But, I just can't seem to press the " delete " button on my phone when I come across your name in my contacts.
I just can't. What love potion have you put on me ? This is cruel.
I want to tell you to delete my number. But, when I think it through,
I'll miss your late night texts and it'll be rude for me to say that.
But, I got to. I will do it. Soon. When I have the strength and when I'm brave enough. I'll do it.
I want a life. I don't just want you to be in my life. There's a whole lot of things for me to do and explore out there.
And you won't let me. Meeting other guys. And just being friends. Not more than that.
You're so over-protective. You're like my Mum. Seriously. Even my Mum's not like you. She's CHILLED.
I think you gotta be that. Yeah.
Look, I know that you love me. I don't want to say anything back, but.
I am not yours. I never agreed on anything. But, you treat me as though you're mine and Im yours,
Which is so not true. Please. Asking people about what im doing behind my back is just plain pig shit.
You should not have done that. You could have asked me right in the face.
Seriously dude. Cut out of it. I dont want anymore of this. I've had enough.
Readers, im going off to bed. It's 1:04 am.
Im sleepy. Goodnights. Loveyoureaders.